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LE DESORDRE, C'EST MOI

Roses crawl up my ankles Lillies leading my arms Maybe we were made for this, causing harm

Roses crawl up my ankles

Lillies leading my arms

Maybe we were made for this, causing harm

We are masochists bound by what  not in bedrooms or basements  but in sunlight and living rooms

We are masochists bound by what

not in bedrooms or basements

but in sunlight and living rooms

Leaves fall down around me.They’re smashing off my facelike orange and yellow lights.

Leaves fall down around me.

They’re smashing off my facelike orange and yellow lights.

principle

we tend to forget
but the city doesn’t
and the monuments still laugh at me
when I forget my defenses at home
I ignore the weariness
reduced to child’s talk
good old Freudian slips
I am only a slave to circumstance
You are only an aspriring tyrant
in a sterilized town
and I am this black box
highly autistic
paupers in the kingdom of null,
we bleed the same blood
wash our hands before every meal
but never see eye to eye
I immortalized your bones in wet basements
stole your skin only to spit it out,
chewed gum onto the floor
but I could never escape
this intersubjective circuit of loss
my insides called
desire.

I found myself spitting on murals of possibilities and waking up with bloody fists. I sewed into my arm a reminder of the dread of waking.

I found myself spitting on murals of possibilities

and waking up with bloody fists.

I sewed into my arm a reminder of the dread of waking.

The world rotates slowly under calloused feet                                                             I wrap my heart in hardened skin

The world rotates slowly under calloused feet

                                                             I wrap my heart in hardened skin

more coffee more coffee more coffeeI’m going numb, we’re neurotic

more coffee more coffee more coffee

I’m going numb, we’re neurotic

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